This will be a post without any pictures due to my laziness to transfer picture from my camera.

Last Saturday , went for moral replacement class. 

Class was full with students from other classes . I was late with Han. 

Limited space to choose , thought of sit alone and maybe could concentrate more at the middle row but never know Han came and sit beside me due to his 'yi-hei-ness' . And he is dooms by hearing all my craps till the class end.After that , breakfast with my family at Restaurant Kim Gary , stare at the menu for like 10 minutes flipping form page to page . Still never get what i want to eat . Due to time problem , i ordered baked chicken curry with cheese spaghetti. Alright, no next time. Then, went shopping with them while i look like a zombie that just woke up from grave yard. Walk like a zombie , talk like a zombie , eat like a zombie , cool like a zombie too. From pyramid , to Pavilion . And from Pavilion to Warehouse at Hotel name i forgot. I sleep in car for the every journey . My eyes are just too tired . Bought a shirt from Zara and cotton on . But why there no stock for my heels again. WHY . Then, reached home at 11pm .Home sweet home . 

My Sunday , that i couldn't woke up in the morning 9am . Set alarm but couldn't hear and got miss called from friend. I forgot to switch off my silent mode and my hp is too far away from me. And woke at 1pm in the noontime. First thing to do, on my laptop and start do my work like super rush due to i'm not free in the night time.After bla bla bla, dinner at my grandma house , and back to Subang at 10pm . Continue finish my work until 1am. And here come my 1st photo shooting for my assignment. To Yaw's place to get tripod then fetch Joshua at USJ . Keep going to the wrong way while i was driving . Almost to KL but luckily turn in and U0turn back to Subang. Need to be more concentrate next time while driving and not to keep talk . LOL . 

By the way , had a f-a-w-e-s-o-m-e night with Joshua . We had just ruled and waveboard-ed the Taylors lakeside empty place and car park for photo shooting. LOL . I know that will be sound SH but quite fun tho.

Seriously thanks to Josh for the help and keep falling when i keep missed the shoot. :) 

After sweating , laughing , making noise and done my work , went to Mcd for supper. 

Park the car , get down the car, then only thought of take away it back to Josh's place. 

Asked him to walk-thru the drive-thru but he ignored me. Fine :( . 

Reached Josh's home and quickly do my unfinished work .

While that , receive your text and call that telling me sorry and asking me to take care . 

Couldn't replied cause of no credit . so much worry and rush back home to check on my email.

What a breaking news in the early morning about 5am. What i had said , i told you .

I supposedly went to bed cause i am really tired but your words just make me more awake and i couldn't sleep. Until 8 am in the morning, i went to class. 

CloudyMonday for me although the weather is super hot. Without rest , straightly drive out to Sunway while my class start at 2 hours later. On the way to fetch Yaw , fall asleep while waiting for traffic light. Luckily i woke back after someone hon me from behind. LOL. Luckily the people at my back didn't get down and knock on my window. Went Mcd breakfast with Yaw and after that walk around in Pyramid . A random walk and look around . I just feel to walk around without direction . And i can feel that there a cloud on my head following me without rain and thunder but just a cloud. To class, start feel sleepy and start fishing in class, writing start to be cakar ayam . Later and later , class end , lunch with classmate at Sakae and back home. Nap til 6pm .  

I had no idea why am i still read your blog when i know it will be about me . 

Before i click in , i prepared to feel pain . and yes it will. but on the other hand, i feel sweet as well.

I am not sad and hurt cause of your lies and you trying to make me stop

I did feel your sad too . I'm sad cause of you sad , and i'm hurt cause of you hurt .

I never blame you before and never ever hate you . Didn't even think bout 'hate' this word. 

No need to feel bad or guilty . I just don't hope to see you suffer like this . 

Thanks for loving me and caring me with your nagging.

Seriously, it really annoyed me at first but somehow i miss your nagging now and i will remember your words. "Bring sweet along with me" in case gastric. Is been a long time i didn't talk to someone more than an hour on phone. The talk on last Friday, i know is late at that time and im tired but i never admit it cause i want to talk to you and listen to you . Told you that i didn't care much my hp when last time i used to check my hp for message every time. You activated back this mode and is time to turn it off back. Since you said you want to keep a distance with me . But i do really hope we can keep in touch and you are always welcome to hear my machine gun talk . Hugs* 

goodnight.