Mom , Dad , brother , cousins , grandma and aunties uncles ... IM BACK.! :'}
Didn't back for 2 weeks, back to my grandma's house and first thing i heard from all ,
''ahxuet, how long didn't see you , you are same as your cousin Choong that didn't back for few weeks too, i almost forgot how you look like" Even my grandma miss me a lots.
Somehow, i do feel bad. I don't wish, they think that i had grew wings and know to fly in KL.
I love my home a lot. :) One of my aunt asked me how my study life. I answered " 死尸 here, 僵尸 there."
sleep like a dead people here and work like a zombie in KL. I almost forgot im a human being.
and life still goes on.
Yes.Finally, got a little break for me to 'breath' after done our history of modern art work for few days.
Yes. this was how my room look like when progressing my work. Papers , colors , brushes , and thumbtacks everywhere on the floor. Homealone6*. I was doing some collage work with cutting papers from magazines.Endless night doing the same thing for few days , morning to night . Luckily, movie and skype make my day. Yeah right , there 2 laptops , 1 for skype call and d other for watching movie. When line is stable, nice to chat. When is unstable , tired of asking 'do you hear me' over and over again or my friend will hear my transformer voice. Finally, get to knew what my friend want to give me through skype video and its make me smile for a day. :D
The best chilling thing was lying on bed watching movie till fall sleep.
As i said ' zhong guo det guo , zhong gua det gua ' and this is what i get after throwing thumbtacks everywhere on floor. Was cleaning my room after work done and accidently step on a thumbtack. pwned by a thumbtack!. Start bleeding and my sis start laughing too. 4 words "HUET GONG JI JOI".
Done everything , bring it to set up for exhibition in class at block J . This is Nick and I artwork for final. Our concept , 'the only one' game board that portraying The One Academy's life through student's(our) perception. It might look like a simply work but we had done our best effort on it.
Through this whole 3 semester, we had been work in group for quite some times and I had been group with different people. Different people different style different attitude different experience. From this, i knew that through group work we could actually identify our self in which type of working person. There people who inactive and active. Some people wait for order and some people plan for everything , some people talks more than action and some people do nothing, some people do work but that not what you want, and some people always don't know what to do and don't freaking ask or asked but don't understand (double beban) ,if you are lucky you both work perfectly rocks!.
I know myself very clear and group with me for further details if you don't mind regret :)
Group is all about cooperation and teamwork. Thoughts might be different but when try to merge together, it will be fine. Individually and group. Work individually could stand strong on own perception but work with only a pair of hand and a brain ,whereas, work in group, prepare to solve group problem first before start to work. However, more to say but it just all my thoughts. Coming up next group target that I never work with before, Evon, Wilson and should be Han too. But too bad x5 , i had no more chance for the next semester when we are going to split into different course. *Wei Ham zhong geh wei ham*. But never mind, let curious for the day it come :)
We were having presentation today and after end presentation , lecturer gave comments and talk to us like for the last chance.He not going to teach us anymore soon and this will be his last talks. His words are strong . It make me keep questioning myself , am i doing the right thing here or what i want to be in the future? ....and more to say . Im tired of thinking bout this. Thanks Stephen, you are the greatest lecturer i ever met.
See back my last post was on 10 days ago. Oh blog, im sorry again.
In this 10 days, things going up and down and even emotional keeps flowing. I always believed the sky is playing a fool on me ,no. I should say giving challenge to me. When things go wrong, it give me hope and the hope is challenge.However, stay tough. :) I am really tired with my assignments and i don't know why trouble must come at this time. I am myself and i don't belong to anyone that no related to me. Stop emotional abuse me. ENOUGH.
